A moment in the spring sunlight as I spend time with C, mostly dreaming of her while we're apart. We have barely touched save for a gentle thirty seconds in each other's arms at the end of a party last week. There were colleagues around and a first date has not officially happened, so we must keep a lid on things even though for me they are simmering or even at a rolling boil.

The job interview went pretty well. Should hear this week.

March 13th

Job interview clearly didn't go well enough.

First date with C was beautiful.

March 16th

Slept with C last night in both senses. It was a really good night though maybe I didn't deliver the kind of first sex I'd like to. No one came, but it was sweaty.

March 24th

Things a little quieter with C. We had a date the other night that was fine but I do not get this sense of a bursting early passion from her side. The excuse raft of I have work in the mornings is obviously true, but not everything has to be pragmatic. I'm leading the dance but I'd quite like to follow at times.